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Well, after the ups and MAJOR downs of last week, I have decided to start from scratch. I know this may seem like I am completely lacking any form of credibility, but (excuse my French) Shit happens. Last week was chaos, working left and right until 3 AM in the morning thanks to awards season, and in the process two of my best friends decided they need “space” because I am apparently a BITCH for being too busy….
Really, sorry for the language, but last week wasnt too sweet.
Regardless, I dropped the ball. I went back to my whole lets-make-an-excuse as to why I should eat the entire refrigerator motto and screwed up an entire week of change.
Even knowing that you were out there watching and waiting for me to come back with good news this morning as I was supposed to hop on the scale and see big numbers on Monday, but I didnt even DARE to walk within a MILE of my bathroom.
No scale.
Not yet.
I guess I really need your help more than ever. I feel weak, like I cant find it within myself to just say NO to food. I sound nuts. Its just food. Its just a piece of pizza. WHY THE HELL DO I NEED IT!
Any comments or tips greatly appreciated!!
Anyways, today I plan on trying again. I hope I dont lose you with all of this mish mash. I want to be heatlhy more than anything. I dont want to be SKINNY anymore. I just want to balance my damn relationship with food.
DAY ONE RECOMMENCE!!!
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